Little Footprints

How very softly you tiptoed into my world.



Almost silently you stayed,



but what an imprint your footsteps



have left upon my heart



A heart of gold stopped beating



My baby girl's eyes at rest



God broke our hearts to prove,



He only takes the best.



God knew she had to leave us,



but she did not go alone.



For part of us went with her,



the day He took her home.



To some she is forgotten,



to others... just the past,



but to us who loved and lost her



memories will always last.



BabyFruit Ticker

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Break down in the Drs office

Hey there sweet little one,

So I have a lot to share with you! First, we had our first Drs appointment yesterday and I think I found the Dr we are going to go to for this pregnancy. He is a really nice guy and super smart. Everyone that I have talked to so far has said amazing things about him. He took the time to answer all of my questions and made me feel really good about everything. Before I met with him though I was getting my blood pressure taken and questions asked by his nurse. She started asking me if this was my first pregnancy. I knew they would ask me questions but what I wasn't prepared for was how I ended up reacting. I had a complete break down crying my eyes out as I told what had happened to you and then I realized how scared I truly am about this pregnancy. Don't get me wrong I am happy about it but at the same time super worried. My Dr did ask me more questions in what happened and I answered them the best that I could. He told me that what happened with you tends to be a fluke thing, I have been told that before but in my mind I keep asking what will keep it from happening again? I know I just need to have faith that everything will be fine with this little one. He did tell me something new about it, he said generally when the cord starts doing what it did with you it starts happening about 2 weeks before something happens. So he is going to start doing NST starting at 30 weeks. That makes me feel really good.
The second thing is that your Dad and I are looking into buying a home right now. We've looked at several homes and we have one that we really like. We're just praying know that we can get approved for a loan.

Well sweet little Brynn I love you so much! and miss you more and more everyday.

Love mommy
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  1. Hepworth FamilyAugust 31, 2010 at 3:04 PM

    Jenna,
    You are a strong Mother. For both Brynn and this new one. I hope this pregnancy goes well and that you find great joy!

    I hope you can get the house you are looking at! If you want my parents are trying to sell their home in Afton. Just below the Afton Cemetery 654 E. 8th Ave. (i think?)

    Been thinking about you lately and hope that you are doing well.
    ~Britt~

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