Hey my sweet little Brynn,
Well our heart doppler came in the mail today. I can't wait to get home and try it out! The best part is that your dad will be able to hear it whenever he wants with me. I really wish we would have done this with you, but at that time I never thought that it was really possible to lose you. I knew that it could happen I just never thought it would happen to us. I guess that what we get for thinking something would never happen. Even though I would never go back and change anything that happened with you, I do wish at times that I was one of those pregnant woman who lived in the world believing that nothing could happen to my baby, that my baby will be perfect and when my baby gets older they will be the best ever. I wish I could get to the point that I felt comfortable enough to go and buy things for this baby. And maybe after some time I will. Or maybe I'll just wait until after the baby is here. Although your Grandma, Aunt and Dad all think they're going to make me buy things. I really do want to wait. Anyway when I get home I am going to record the babies heartbeat and I'll post it for you to hear.
I love you Brynn and miss you so much!
Love mommy
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Jenna, I am so happy for you that you are pregnant again. :) This must bring happiness to you that has been missing for a long time. And what a great idea to get a doppler! I have to admit I am somewhat jealous that you are pregnant again. I just lost my second baby a couple weeks ago and it really knocked me down hard this time. But I think of you and how strong you must be to get through such a tragedy. If you can get through, then I can at least try. I'm going to get a doppler the second I'm pregnant again so I can listen every day. I know it sucks to go through this, and how scared you must be. But I hope that you can still enjoy this little one without worrying too much.
ReplyDeletemy first time to visit your blog, and I must say what a beautiful little baby your sweet Brynn was. I am so sorry for your loss, but thrilled that you are pregnant again, tons of rainbows have been born lately :)
ReplyDeleteAlso I noticed the day you found out you were pregnant is the same very day that our doctor told us that Ella was tired, and it would be soon..I will always have this day etched in my memory and so will you..((hugs))