Hey my sweet little Brynn,
Well our heart doppler came in the mail today. I can't wait to get home and try it out! The best part is that your dad will be able to hear it whenever he wants with me. I really wish we would have done this with you, but at that time I never thought that it was really possible to lose you. I knew that it could happen I just never thought it would happen to us. I guess that what we get for thinking something would never happen. Even though I would never go back and change anything that happened with you, I do wish at times that I was one of those pregnant woman who lived in the world believing that nothing could happen to my baby, that my baby will be perfect and when my baby gets older they will be the best ever. I wish I could get to the point that I felt comfortable enough to go and buy things for this baby. And maybe after some time I will. Or maybe I'll just wait until after the baby is here. Although your Grandma, Aunt and Dad all think they're going to make me buy things. I really do want to wait. Anyway when I get home I am going to record the babies heartbeat and I'll post it for you to hear.
I love you Brynn and miss you so much!
Love mommy
Monday, September 13, 2010
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