This time last year.

Hey my little sweet one.

I cannot believe how fast time is going. I know I have said that in other posts. In fact I think I have said it in almost every one but it's the truth. I can't believe it. In so many ways I wish I could make it stop. I was thinking about Halloween this year and thinking about it last year and where we were last year. Time was getting closer to when you would be here, my belly was growing and I was starting look more pregnant than just gaining weight. Only 2 weeks before this picture is when I started wearing maternity clothes.

Now here we are a year later and I'm wishing more than ever that you were here. I was thinking about what I would dress you up as and I'm thinking it would have had to been one of the Disney princesses. It would have been so much fun to take you to the Halloween parties that are going to be happening. Now here we are without you and we're going to be staying home tonight. Maybe watch a movie then off to bed. I love you sweet one. I can't wait for the day when I get to hold you in my arms again.

Love, Mommy

Ultrasound Pictures of your little sister.

Hey Brynn!

Your going to have a little sister!!! I am so excited about it. Although it has brought a hole new set of worries for me and your Dad. We so don't want to go through what we've been through again, but I am trying my hardest not to think about those things. I wanted to show you some of the ultrasound pictures we got this weekend. Paizlee was sure kicking up a storm when we were trying to find out what she was and she was very very shy. She wasn't shy though in showing off her legs. Almost every other picture that we have of her is her showing her legs. We have a few of her arms and one of her feet and a few of her side. It was fun to just watch her moving and kicking, it totally makes sense to me now why I have been so sore, its because of her!! I love you Brynn and miss you so much everyday, your birthday is coming fast and I am not ready for it at all. I wish you were here so we could celebrate your birthday the way a birthday should be celebrated. Love you my sweet baby girl

Love Mommy